Friday, October 24, 2003 ·

I had a good day today. Something happened just before I ended work which made me quite happy. :) Its been awhile... But its not time... But its still quite cool that it happened... Sorry that I have to be vague. Anyway, jamming was excellent. New ideas were flowing like water... Even came up with a nice part for a song during our free jam... Really moving to another level as a band. And all this in our first jamming session! Going into band dynamics and how to improve the song. This is so exciting! Probably going to the airport to spend time with God tomorrow. I know I'm going to have a good time tomorrow as well!

Work was incredibly long but its all over now... But I heard bad news when I came home. Mummy's going to England... cos Uncle Wah Ong passed away... I was shocked and a bit angry when I heard it. Shocked at how sudden it was. Angry because I had no idea of what he was going through till today. So sad... Apparently, Auntie Lucy has taken it quite badly.

How do you answer her questions? What is there to say? What explaination can you give?
'He didn't know of God's healing?'
Is it fair to say that? Or simply blame God for it? Even though you didn't rely on Him in the first place? Is it fair? Would you even listen now? Probably not...
We are here. We love you. He is with you. He loves you.

::: Lyric of the Day :::
Take, take 'til there's nothing
Nothing to turn to
Nothing when you get through
Won't you break
Scatter pieces of all I've been
Bowing to all I've been
Running to
Where are you?
Where are you?

Did you leave me unbreakable?
Leave me frozen?
I've never felt so cold
I thought you were silent
I thought you left me
For the wreckage and the waste
On an empty beach of faith
Was it true?

Scream
Deeper, I wanna scream
I want you to hear me
I want you to find me
I, I want to believe
But all I pray is wrong
And all I claim is gone

Yes, I, I got a question
I got a question
Where are you?

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Books I'm Reading

  • The Practice Of The Presence Of God by Brother Lawrence
  • Vintage Jesus by Mark Driscoll
  • A Million Miles In A Thousand Years by Donald Miller
  • A Royal Waste Of Time by Marva J. Dawn
  • Travelling Mercies by Anne Lamott
  • Through Painted Deserts by Donald Miller
  • Thriving As An Artist In The Church by Rory Noland
  • The Adventure Of Worship by Gerrit Gustafson
  • Christ The Lord: The Road To Cana by Anne Rice
  • Christ The Lord: Out of Egypt by Anne Rice
  • Searching For God Knows What by Donald Miller
  • Sex God by Rob Bell
  • Jesus Wants To Save Christians by Rob Bell
  • Blue Like Jazz by Donald Miller
  • Velvet Elvis by Rob Bell
  • The Wigglesworth Standard by Peter J. Madden

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